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  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Declaration of views_handler_argument::init() should be compatible with views_handler::init(&$view, $options) in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/handlers/views_handler_argument.inc on line 0.
  • strict warning: Declaration of views_handler_filter::options_validate() should be compatible with views_handler::options_validate($form, &$form_state) in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/handlers/views_handler_filter.inc on line 0.
  • strict warning: Declaration of views_handler_filter::options_submit() should be compatible with views_handler::options_submit($form, &$form_state) in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/handlers/views_handler_filter.inc on line 0.
  • strict warning: Declaration of views_handler_filter_node_status::operator_form() should be compatible with views_handler_filter::operator_form(&$form, &$form_state) in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/modules/node/views_handler_filter_node_status.inc on line 0.
  • strict warning: Declaration of views_handler_filter_boolean_operator::value_validate() should be compatible with views_handler_filter::value_validate($form, &$form_state) in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/handlers/views_handler_filter_boolean_operator.inc on line 0.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Declaration of views_handler_field_comment::init() should be compatible with views_handler_field::init(&$view, $options) in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/modules/comment/views_handler_field_comment.inc on line 0.
  • strict warning: Declaration of views_plugin_row::options_validate() should be compatible with views_plugin::options_validate(&$form, &$form_state) in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/plugins/views_plugin_row.inc on line 0.
  • strict warning: Declaration of views_plugin_row::options_submit() should be compatible with views_plugin::options_submit(&$form, &$form_state) in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/plugins/views_plugin_row.inc on line 0.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
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Hüzünlü akşam, şehrin üstüne sere serpe uzanmış beyaz salkım saçak bulutlar, arasından düştü düşecek bir aşk duruyor...
Bir şehirde ve biliyorum ki şu an kenarında durduğu nefesinden buğulanmış cama içinden geçeni yazmamak için direnirken, bir yıldızın ona uzattığı mektubu sayfa sayfa çevirmeden gözleriyle okuyan biri var.
Geçmişte bekleyip, düşümden geçerken aklımın bir köşesinde konaklayıp içimin bir zerresine katık edip kendini, hasret hasret büyüten. Ele avuca sığmaz arsızlığımın ortasına kurulup, çekip çekiştirip kalbimi aşk kapağından aklımı çelen; yarına ve bana benzeyen. Işığından rengârenk maviler alırken kükreten...
Hangi yıl, hangi ay, hangi güne denk geldin bilmem. Bir ayna kırığını alıp elime, hiç görmediğim gözlerine seslendim gözlerimle ilk kez "seni seviyorum" diye. Suskunluğunu içimde duyup, kendime teselli olsun diye fısıldayışımdı "bende"... Suskunluğun, benim haykırışımdı içime.
Gel zaman, git zaman derler ya uzun zaman dilimlerine sizin orada ve bizim köyde. Öyle bir süre yani geçmek bilmeyen vakitlerle, ben diyeyim bir gece sen de bir sene hiç yan yana gelmediğimiz, birbirimizi bilmediğimiz, tanımadığımız ve duymadığımız süreye.
O yüzdendir, bugün "düş yaprağı" dedim adına. Yarın "düş salıncağı" sonra sonra düşündükçe, özledikçe, büyüttükçe düşümü ve düşkünlüğümü bin bir isimle düşeceğim yoluna.
Ama bilsen fanisinden olduğum dünyada biriktirdiğim keşkeleri sıralayabilsem ve hani dökebilsem içimdeki çirkinlikleri düşümden düşmenden korkuyorum şimdi. Ki en kötüsünü söyleyeli henüz bir an bile geçmedi.
Şimdi istiyorum ki utancımı dünden ve payıma düşeni alıp günden sessizliğimi sana saklayıp. Orta yere, sağanak yağmurun altına atıp kendimi arınmalı her şeyden. Belki acındırmalı gelip geçen somurtkan yüzlere ve seni dilenmeli diyorum belki de senden bir nebze olsun bana katacak herkesten.
Hüzündü akşam, şehrin üstüne sere serpe uzanmışken düş, içerisinde düştü düşecek bir aşk duruyordu...

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