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  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Declaration of views_handler_argument::init() should be compatible with views_handler::init(&$view, $options) in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/handlers/views_handler_argument.inc on line 0.
  • strict warning: Declaration of views_handler_filter::options_validate() should be compatible with views_handler::options_validate($form, &$form_state) in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/handlers/views_handler_filter.inc on line 0.
  • strict warning: Declaration of views_handler_filter::options_submit() should be compatible with views_handler::options_submit($form, &$form_state) in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/handlers/views_handler_filter.inc on line 0.
  • strict warning: Declaration of views_handler_filter_node_status::operator_form() should be compatible with views_handler_filter::operator_form(&$form, &$form_state) in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/modules/node/views_handler_filter_node_status.inc on line 0.
  • strict warning: Declaration of views_handler_filter_boolean_operator::value_validate() should be compatible with views_handler_filter::value_validate($form, &$form_state) in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/handlers/views_handler_filter_boolean_operator.inc on line 0.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Declaration of views_handler_field_comment::init() should be compatible with views_handler_field::init(&$view, $options) in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/modules/comment/views_handler_field_comment.inc on line 0.
  • strict warning: Declaration of views_plugin_row::options_validate() should be compatible with views_plugin::options_validate(&$form, &$form_state) in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/plugins/views_plugin_row.inc on line 0.
  • strict warning: Declaration of views_plugin_row::options_submit() should be compatible with views_plugin::options_submit(&$form, &$form_state) in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/plugins/views_plugin_row.inc on line 0.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
  • strict warning: Non-static method view::load() should not be called statically in /home/siircile/public_html/sites/all/modules/views/views.module on line 842.
tasvir kullanıcısının resmi
 

sensizliği, gittiğin günün ilk gecesi ağlamaktan kızaran sıcacık gözkapaklarımın üzerine soğuk bir kar tanesinin düşüşüyle karşıladım.

ellerini, kolları olmayan bir gazinin, bir gün aşkı kucaklama umuduyla harcadığı her çaba sonucu uğradığı her hüsran gibi, yada yeni doğan bir bebeği, annesinin kucağına aldığı gibi masum ve sıcak bir an gibi tuttum.

gözlerini, kör bir adamın, görmeden aşık olup karanlıktan kıskandığı renkleri her gün gökkuşağına bezeyip kirpiklerinin raflarına okumadan dizdiği renkli sayfalarla dolu kitaplar gibi sakladım.

sesini, bir ölünün toprağın metrelerce altındaki her nefes alamayışında saklı olan çığlığı bastıran bir cenaze merasimi yada kulağa hoş gelen bir müzik, bir beste, bir şaheser gibi kulaklarıma sapladım.

nefesini, rüzgarlara, sararan yapraklar için vur emrini veren katil sonbaharın kan kokan o kasvet dolu havası gibi, yada yakamozun kıyısında, kayalıklarda oturan yalnız bir adam için, ilkbaharın şefkat dolu melteminin ağaran saçlarını okşayarak uçurmasındaki sarhoş hava gibi çektim ciğerlerime.

çünkü artık seni, seni senden alıp sana vermek istemezmişcesine paylaşmak istemeyen, seni, ölüme 1 saniye kalan zaman diliminde, salisenin 59'u vurduğu an aşık olup akrep ve yelkovanı birbirine düşman eden, seni dünyanın değil, seni, senden başka evrenin "güzel" sıfatına layık gördüğü varlıkların tümünü sana ait yüreğiyle yok edebilecek bir "ben" var. ve ben benliğimi kaybetmek üzereyim.. sen sen ol, ben ol.
çünkü artık benden çıkıp ortalıkta benliğini arayan saçma bir "sen" var.

tebrik

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